[Midnight Rambling] Loves I Can Understand

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Spent my whole life
Tryna' make you proud
But I earned nothing
I got nothing
Then you said you loved me
I don't wanna be loved in a way I can't understand

Spoiled me with all your money
That's the way you made me owe you big
You made me hesitate to commit
Thought multiple times before I made it
And you said you loved me
No, I don't wanna be loved in a way I can't understand

Violated my values
Couldn't feel my pain
Kept asking me to do things
Made me think you deserve it
But you said you loved me
Again, I don't wanna be loved in a way I can't understand

People closest to your heart
are the ones who accumulate your scars
Yet I just want loves
in a way that I can understand